A Dream

I was with them
I told them that something terrible has happened in a different space-time continuum
I told them that we need to alter the timeline immediately 
I wasn't sure if I had traveled back in time or just jumped to a different reality
But I knew that I have to return
She woke me up; timeline wasn't altered, reality hadn't changed
And he was gone...yet again

The Wish

I made a wish that almighty be son
thus debts be paid and together be us
made was love with guilt and lust
did sanity prevail the passion for god

Sired I have, yet have I revived?

Enlightenment

You just couldn't hit him with just one... two strokes, heart problems, a clot in the brain, cirrhosis and the worst incurable cancer.. all within just 2 months? to a such a faithful man? to a role model of a father?  to a person who is most scared of getting sick? you just proved for the second time that there's no good or bad and right and wrong...it's all a game where the clever win..

Done

...and Dusted.

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100(dea)th

Ironically, 100th post happened to mark the end.

End of seven long years; a perished soul.

did i love any less?

Having it all...

;nothing without that one soul

empty headed

soo fucked... desire to write something for the peace of mind is like a stuck sneeze that never wants to come out... peace of mind;the cost of patience... the Pandora and her box... and the deaf gods...

now

feeling old and tired.. missed lot in life

Mo chuisle mo chroí

shit never stop happening

there's always worse waiting to happen

life and death

life is like the death; it happens to all of us whether we like it or not

why?

better i become, u put me thru more pain? why? take all u have given me, just give me that one thing...

Help me pls

god, please bring some peace upon me

so tired :(

what have u done to me?

Scared.....

don't play please...

The Shadow of My Heart

by Danielle Bisutti

OK... it seems you heard me...

such an exciting day... never expected it... it's spooky too. No explanation why it happened like that.. is it a test? gosh..... it's a long way from here.. at least some path is open... not sure if it is even a path, but it is something... thanks for hearing me... hope yourn't playing with me like a cat playing with a mouse before killing it... help me put things together, and i'll return the favor.

Hellooooooo...

God, how about some help here? is it too much to ask?

Back in the business

It was long time since i decided to stop writing; but it happened to be that i'm back; an alternative to staring at the facebook all day long, hoping for a miracle to happen.

It is big; bigger than i thought; but is it bigger than life? is it love? obsession? or abduction? I'm scared to wish for... coz i don't know what is that i'm wishing for. Is it her? or is it something else?

my Pandora's box, the bitter sweet..

clueless of what to wish for ???????????

so many thoughts...so little time....

What is it that I did so wrong?

?????????????????????

The Best Thing...

It happened to be the most complex, most frustrating, impossible to understand and most irritating thing in life

Every Human Has An Animal In It

Unbelievable how selfish human can be...

The Evolution

The natural conducts of survival takes precedence over morals...thus, humans remain animals; a new breed with superior instincts and intelligence to reach new heights of survival, beyond cannibalism...

The Emergence

Yeah, the dark side...

Age Of Loneniess

The Brotherhood

It's been so long

Time flies, years go by; Earth won't stop spinning, memories won't fade away...

Stupid God,

You are gambling every time you test. At one point, I'm gonna fail and your are gonna lose

A Friday Eve...

Friends, Money, Women, Booze, Music, Food and wot not... yet so empty, yet so lonely... missing just one, missing it all

Show me the money?

nah.. show me the path...

A Few Questions

What happens when you let go all the good things that happens to you, while hoping for the best to happen? Is it foolish? What if the best thing is so precious? Can anything be so precious to wait forever? What if you later realize it was not the best thing? Does that matter if you are so desperate for it now? Should you listen to your heart or the brain? Why listen to the brain if the heart is broken anyway?

My Sleep Record..

Gosh... I just slept almost 24 hours continuously without a single disturbance...

10/05/08 5.0x AM to 10/06/08 4.34 AM...

Wish I could take a peek to the future

I don't want to change it, I want to be prepared and not be wasted

I'm not I'm

My life is not only mine,
My life is controlled not only by me,
My life serves purposes of not only mine,
My life is lived not only by me

Dear God,

Isn't this enough?

Yet another day...

without you, with nothing...

A Happy Soul

If i die now, it will be a death of an one happy soul.... If i don't, i could be the most pathetic soul in the universe...

Thanks Again

Thanks again for hearing me ...............

A Note...

Miss you more than ever...you'll never realize...

The Tragedy of Life

The tragedy of life does not lie in not reaching your goals,
The tragedy of life lies in not having goals to reach for.
It is not a disgrace not to reach for the stars,
But it is a disgrace not to have stars to reach for

Natalie du Toit's Coach/ Dr. Benjamin E

Oh Gods!

Forgive me once... i'll stop complaining....

Bo Dhelmn Fy Truaasi

Oh, my life is changing everyday,
In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams, it's never quite as it seems,
Never quite as it seems.

I know I've felt like this before, but now I'm feeling it even more,
Because it came from you.
And then I open up and see the person falling here is me,
A different way to be.

Ah, la da ah...La...

I want more impossible to ignore,

Impossible to ignore.

And they'll come true, impossible not to do,

Impossible not to do.

And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me.

You're what I couldn't find.

A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;

You're everything to me.

Oh, my life,

Is changing every day,

In every possible way.

And oh, my dreams,

It's never quite as it seems,

Cause you're a dream to me,

Dream to me.

Ah, da, da da da, da, la...

Cranberries- Dreams

Who Did It?

Life; Who mad it so complex?

Fooled

Fate is a master of disguise.......

Cost of Bilss

How many dreams a word cost?
How many sighs a smile cost?
As much as one can do in a lifetime?
or more than one could ever make?

The Father of Life

No one could ever complain about life being unfair.
Because in a world where even those who supposed to be fair are unfair,
Life has inherited it from humans...

The Cheer Song

Just can't see the girl right there
Just can't see her face sooo fair
Coz i'm gonna give up...
Oh, yes i'm gonna give up...

How'm I gonna giddy up,
Keep my head high up,
Got to run my race all the way...
Oh yeah, i'm gonna find my way...

I'll make my soul happy out there
I'll live my life jumping in air
Coz i'm gonna win it all back...
Oh, yes I'm gonna win it all back...

An angel is fading out,
Tear are getting dried out,
Sunshine's bringing me life back...
Oh, yeah it's me right back...

Just can't see the girl right there
Just can't see her face sooo fair
Coz i'm gonna give up...
Oooh..yes i'm gonna give up...

Oh yes i'm gonna fight up...
Oh, yes i'm gonna cheer up...

Destiny

Lost, forsaken
Victimized by “infatuation” (so they say...)
Who found it, who wrote it…?
Shame on him for being so genius

Dreams don’t last, dawn cracks up
A day begins and pain rise up
Some try hard to get souls spice up
Yet, on gloomy days it never sun up

Sun belongs to all, rainbows are for all...
Do we deserve it? the broken souls of all
Arise with tattered wings, fly like a boozy bee
Never again to be woken out of a dream…

Why me?

( though I know that I can't ask .......)

I'm tired...

please....

Winning & Losing

When there is no war, you can't win it... but you could lose. The best you could do is not losing it

Are you kidding me?

Sometimes, we wish that someone is kidding with us... but the truth is they really aren't.
So, we end up kidding ourselves...

What Did I Do...

When I felt regret, I swore I’ll never again
When I realized ego, I still wanted a speck
When my soul cried, it was time to change
So what did I do… “nah, I’ll wait” so did I say…

When my dreams betrayed, I knew my fate
When I knew she‘d never be, I was faint
When my face looked changed, I had lost my trail
So what did I do… “nah, I’ll wait” so did I say…

So what did I do when it was too late…
I realized that I had lost my brain
I asked him if he still wanna walk, and a faint voice said, “yea, I do”
So I kept my head straight, gave hard thought...
Here I walk, but with a battered soul

You and yourself

No individual has rights to take away someone's happiness... especially his or her own... Nothing in the world is worth making yourself unhappy...

Love every creature, love the humanity, and love yourself before all of them...
Help everyone just for that feeling you get in return, and help yourself above all the rest...
Treat people well, and treat yourself better...
Bring happiness to as many people that you can, and bring happiness to yourself more than to any of them...

Remember, that you bare the responsibility of taking care of yourself than anyone else... And that’s not being selfish... that's a duty

Twins

Embrace him once,
And stab me twice,
Believe him once,
Then ignore me many times,
When I scream, kiss him once
And tell me why Before he dies

Evil and I

We belong to the light
We belong to the thunder
We belong to the sound of the words
Weve both fallen under
Whatever we deny or embrace
For worse or for better
We belong, we belong
We belong together

A Correction

One cannot not lose and there are impossibles

Name it..!

What do you call the thing that you see, feel and think of all the time?

Why Can't I Think? Why Can't I Write?

The momnet i ask why i can't think and why i can't write, i got to know that i'm busted

The Manacles

Hope is the manacles that contain you; once the manacles are brocken, you are a free man... a free wild man...

When The Soul Is Killed

When the soul is killed, heart beats to Satan’s chords

Just Two Words

Sometimes, just two words can bring you back to life... a life filled with the happiness that nothing else in the universe can bring you... so I say, Thank You for a Thanks You...

The Final Stab

The beginning of the end or the end of the misery? There is hell or heaven after the Armageddon; gods or demons will be risen

Sins

Should one refrain from sinful acts since they make him suffer? Or should he overcome suffering through sinful acts? The second options gives up-front results

(Un)Fairy

Gone away, once again... far out of reach...

For the Gods who exist (?)

Set me free from the misery, before he breaks free...

The Struggle

It's unfair, I'm unfair, on me, on life

The Return

You stab me all day and night
With your smile so charm and bright
You treat me rude, though act polite
Deep it cuts, every time you slight

Yes, It is...

In the eternal and rational universe, life is a big mistake

9

Miserably love, cherish and hate?
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20

The Idiot

what the heck was i doing 2500 years ago...

A little thank

I thank... for the precious smile on the facebook

The Battle

The biggest battle is the one that you fight against yourself

A Post

http://www.crystalinks.com/theone.html

FYI

The true colours of fate can be seen when dreams start betraing...

White

The broken; it has a little, which never drains...

The Hope

I asked myself, but he didn't know why. he keeps waiting, hoping that i wouldn't give up.....

One Side of Love

Love is a matter of time. There's no good in meeting the right person too sooner or too later...

Life

The purpose of life is a life of purpose

Beauty vs Pain

Complexities in life are not beautiful, but painful...........................................

ella...

Life brings some people to you...but never let you be with them, neither forget....
ella es tú...Tinaluh, la muchacha angelical...la espina en mi corazón...mi sueño...mi deseo...

Love Vs Like

Sounds a gospel thurth...


But "like" might turn in to "love".... What do you say?

Where do people live?

google won't help...

The storm inside the breeze

It wasn't fake...It wasn't joke...

The Knowledge

What am I? Why am I?

Professionalism

The Modern Slavery

...aynE

!...tseB emiT llA ehT

I wanna make it...

What ?

The days...

lost in the world while looking for a lost world

Empty one

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Entrance

more you understand life...more you wanna get rid of it...